MOOD

I'm having one of those days where I just want to lay in bed and I just question everything.

You know like:

 Why am I doing the things I do?

Why should I do it?

What´s the purpose of it?

Why do I feel like this?

These questions go on and on. You just feel like you want to run away from everything and just get lost. Everything is actually fine but yet it feels like it isn't and you just feel bad for whining over nothing.

You just have to take some time to yourself and for example go for a run, read a book, get some fresh air and just try to find answers to your questions. If you don't know why you're doing something then there's actually no point for doing it. Of course some questions may take some more time to get their answers.

Appreciate the things you have. Set goals to yourself. Enjoy the thing you do and focus on good things in situations that may not look so good.

Another week has drifted by and a lot has happened! Also that means that my one week vacation is over and school starts again. I feel like there was no vacation and I wish I could take another week off and just sleep and watch netflix!

I spent my weekend at I love me-beauty fair. I was actually working there all weekend. 

On Saturday I had a fashion show and I had some time to wander around and see all the old and new amazing brands. There was a fashion show called "I love fashion". It was before ours and since I saw few dresses at the backstage that were breath taking,I just had to go and see all the collections on the stage. There were few particular collections that I really loved. Example Noolan and Mert Otsamo´s collections were perfection and of course one of my favorite was Minna Parikka. I mean her shoes...heaven!

I had to go to Schwarzkopf hair salon on Friday so they could fix my hair before the fashion show and now my hair is grey! At first I wasn´t so sure about it but when I saw the results I really liked it.

This outfit is pretty much my basic autumn look. I really love it because it´s really simple. The coat is actually quite warm and on colder days I can just add a scarf and some warm boots.

Weekend in cloudy Estonia

I spent this weekend in Estonia and I had SO great time there!

Friday night when I arrived I met my friend who i hadn't seen for so long and it was so good to see her again. We went to this restaurant at the old town called "Sinilind". Loved the place! Even though after we had ordered the place started to fill up with people and was quite crowded. But I think it's usual since it was Friday night and we were at the old town of Tallinn. The food there was AWESOME just as their sign says and also it was quite cheap. Especially compared to prices in Finland...haha.

Also I just fell so in LOVE with these little cozy cafes and restaurants there. I would've just wanted to visit every one of them and buy one of their lovely cakes.... which I kind of did. Literally I spent most of my time at different restaurants and cafes...but it was totally worth it!

I visited my brother who is in army right now and I got so excited as I was there that I really wanted to stay there. I've thought about going to army after high school(seriously!) But I think that I'm physically not ready for it...haha

Yesterday I woke up at 4am to take a quick shower and catch my flight. Of course when I got my ticket I had 15min to go through the security  and find my gate. At least I got my morning run done...haha. As I arrived to Oulu where we had a fashionshow the first thing that I noticed was that there was SO COLD! Cladly we had car waiting for us. 

After I almost felt asleep at the makeup&hair it was showtime. We were wearing Ivanahelsinki and had amazing hair by Schwarzkopf hairdressers. After the fashionshow we chilled few hours with the crew then went to pizzeria and headed back home.

Sadly I didn't have time to take any photos so this is just a quick check in on my Saturday. 

I hope you all had a great weekend.

Goodnight! ❤️